i'm not much for the metaphysical, but sometimes things happen that make you wonder how exactly everything is connected, deep down, in the undercurrents. sometimes intuition takes you a little farther than you expect; or maybe not, maybe it's just an illusion, a trick of the light, the imagination of order in chaos. your mind fucking with you.

ever know that a letter is in your mailbox before you get there? go to the mailbox just to see if you're right? ever know who it's from and what it says before you open it? of course you have - that's not ESP - you were expecting it, on one level or another, consciously or otherwise. but how did you know it was there now, today?

who gets letters anymore anyway?